And what do I do when I'm depressed? I drink like a fool. I love to drink like a fool. So for the last few weeks I've had some really good times and managed to evade any responsibilty and I've totally stopped taking care of myself. It has been a good time.
But I am also one tragic wreck of a human.
So apologies to anyone I actually come into contact with in the near future. 'Cause it seems to just be getting worse. Last night was one of the worst maybe. I'm behaving badly.
Oh, and I'm trying to quit smoking. In the last 10 days I've had 3 cigarettes. I think. I'll keep you posted on how that goes. The coincidence of the quitting thing and the drinking/depression thing makes it a bit tough.